Connection

Day by day, my emotions are like the weather. Clouds and waterworks followed by a beautiful day. I should forget about you. You are my stress.. Arrrrrrggh

April SOmething 2

Dont Assume. Find out. Be calm, when you get the answer. Always have the courage to ask.

Raining outside. The clouds have crept into the house. Moral, low. Nerves are high, and tempers flare. Tears are inevitable. Wearing my hat, refusing to catch the headache. I don't need that. Be glad when this week is over though. Then all her makeup can come off.

April Something

Somewhat grossed out. Some people have the lowest standards. On the other hand, "You always get what you want, dont you Helen?"

I am sooo done. Do what you will.

Like James said, "Dude is exhausting!"

But.

Its the 18th of April... One of the most beautiful days in 2010 so far. Deciding what to do..Go to my favorite place?

HMMMM 

what to do

what to do

Can You See IT?

sprinting blindfolded towards it

weak but struggling it

pencils in my ear, trying to stay balanced

cant see it (tears)

cant think about it (headache)

cant forget it

wont stop wondering(need answers)

want to know(fear the answer)

hoping for the best

fearing the worst

clear cut. absolute,yet gray

eager to see it

preparing for it whatever the outcome