Connection

Day by day, my emotions are like the weather. Clouds and waterworks followed by a beautiful day. I should forget about you. You are my stress.. Arrrrrrggh

April SOmething 2

Dont Assume. Find out. Be calm, when you get the answer. Always have the courage to ask.

Raining outside. The clouds have crept into the house. Moral, low. Nerves are high, and tempers flare. Tears are inevitable. Wearing my hat, refusing to catch the headache. I don't need that. Be glad when this week is over though. Then all her makeup can come off.

April Something

Somewhat grossed out. Some people have the lowest standards. On the other hand, "You always get what you want, dont you Helen?"

I am sooo done. Do what you will.

Like James said, "Dude is exhausting!"

But.

Its the 18th of April... One of the most beautiful days in 2010 so far. Deciding what to do..Go to my favorite place?

HMMMM 

what to do

what to do

Can You See IT?

sprinting blindfolded towards it

weak but struggling it

pencils in my ear, trying to stay balanced

cant see it (tears)

cant think about it (headache)

cant forget it

wont stop wondering(need answers)

want to know(fear the answer)

hoping for the best

fearing the worst

clear cut. absolute,yet gray

eager to see it

preparing for it whatever the outcome

we

Royal blue - Leopard

Cookies n cream - Frozen yogurt

Lobster - Fruit salad. Salmon. Broccoli.

Jordan - Jordan. Puma. Toms. Jessica Simpson.

CLS-500 BENZ - CLS-500 BENZ

Basketball - Football

24 - Family Guy (most cartoons)

State Property, The 6th Man, Space Jam - One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest

Kevin Garnett and Randy Moss - Jordan

Cheated

I spent my whole day in a classroom. It was beautiful outside, and I didn't get to enjoy any of it.. Love getting off early.. I hate missing my day. Just realized....

Tuesday

My second good morning. 

Yay i get to have coffee, only because I don't work today. My "weekends" are so precious to me. Its my only chance at a normal schedule. Its my best effort but I still end up a vegetable around 830. I can really function, even with a nap. I am just now recovering from Sunday.

Saturday was the beginning of Day Light Savings, so I lost a much needed hour of LIFE.

Just like that. 

So Sunday morning, starting at 3am (really 2am) I drag myself to work. 

Biggest mistake of the day was skipping my Sunday nap. In the afternoon, hit the neighborhood for a walk. Then off to dinner in Corte Madera. The Cheesecake Factory was hideously crowded. Deb, knew a girl who worked there but it didn't really help getting a table. But definitely A for Effort. Dinner is torture, my eyes are weights. My eyelids are obese and out of shape. 16 hours and counting. I start to think about work, which starts in only a few hours. My mom suggests that I leave the party and go sleep in car. That offer doesn't appeal to me. I never sleep in the car, you have to re-group and ge comfortable All Over Again. I hate that.

My family said I was sleep before dinner. I believe them now, I don't remember much about dinner, it was all a blur.. There were highlights. But all in all, Nothing.

On the other hand, Swivel LIPS!

I love u Deb and Stu, you guys are just as bad as us... Deb is worse...
These pictures are Pre-Dinner.