Change

Perspective. Change the way you think about things. Do not worry about things you cannot control. Focusing on my attitude towards the issue, instead of the issue itself. Never obsess. This is One of my hardest lessons. Be positive, but not naive. Words can disappear in the wind. They don't carry much weight.
I talked to my father a few weeks ago, and found out a lot. Most of the conversation was hard to hear, then it turned into a deep-seeded fear. Although all the info was not relevant for us now. I had trouble sleeping, tossed and turned. Saw my father (and family) in a totally different light. The hate I had for a certain person was unnecessary. All my feelings rushed back into me, and then finally I had a sense of relief. I didn't have to suffer with that overwhelming bitterness haunting me for the past 9 years. Big sigh..

ooo Girl

Its safe to say that I have re-discovered felt. I tried some new things, in the jewelry department.Verdict, Big and Different is good. So far, I am happy with the results. Mission, completely release my creativity. Knock down all walls and explore the possibilities. Maybe leather next?

Who knows...

Enjoy!

void

Note to self.

Diary of a Black Girl

Finally.

today.

I want to hop in my car and just drive.

I want to leave you and my thoughts behind. 

I want to speed. Or better yet I want to Fly away. Far far away. 

Forget you, snagged tooth moose wench. I want to fade into my black wall. 

Bang down my door and search for me. 

You will never know me. 

You probably dont want to.

Fire

Burn

Connection

Day by day, my emotions are like the weather. Clouds and waterworks followed by a beautiful day. I should forget about you. You are my stress.. Arrrrrrggh

April SOmething 2

Dont Assume. Find out. Be calm, when you get the answer. Always have the courage to ask.

Raining outside. The clouds have crept into the house. Moral, low. Nerves are high, and tempers flare. Tears are inevitable. Wearing my hat, refusing to catch the headache. I don't need that. Be glad when this week is over though. Then all her makeup can come off.